The starting..

When CNY is around the corner,i expect everyone to b happy and are in the CNY mood..But me, in the matter of fact..Is not really in the mood for this festive season..Why is it so? When the first exam is just after the CNY,who in the world will have the mood to celebrate it?But since this is what God has put to me life,I might just as well accept it..Studying?Besides my PMR I study so hard,the rest of the exam I just study at the last minute..

What is love actually?In my opinion,love supposed to be something sweet,yet my past experience and my friends,they taught me that is not that simple..Its scary now to me..If can I hope not to even get involve in it..Its just too heart-breaking..And not to count how many times my pillows are wet with my tears and how many times I've cried previously..

Over these years,I learnt a lot of things..I learn how not feel lonely when I'm alone..How to be myself,not following my friends..I learn that not everthing comes back to me no matter how much I wants it back...The list can go on so I better stop for now..Its too much for the first post..

Wish everyone a Happy CNY!!!
And take care..