Settling in

The fact that my grandfather had pass on is slowly settling in. We still need some time to adjust to the fact. The ceremony is very grand, as my grandfather likes it. Some creepy things happened,but we shall leave that aside. This is my first time experiencing a very different funeral from my paternal grandmother and aunty. First Teo Chew funeral, with lots of sifu and noisy instruments. Lots of kneeling on the road, sitting on the road, and walking on the road with bare foot. Lots of tears and laughter. Lots of unknown relatives from Singapore and some in Malaysia. Very formal funeral went we are going to cremate my grandfather. First time seeing my whole family breaking into tears and hugging each other.

What pass is pass, we should move on and take care of my grandmother. I hope to recover quickly from this and move on too. My grandfather is still alive in our hearts. This had bring us closer to each other.

Give me some more time. I am alright. =)