Worry

I am so worry about Grace..I really wish I can be by her side now..Haiz..
I want to be by her side to pujuk her and wipe of her tears.When I know she crying my heart ache too.Gyn Fei they all are replacing me to pujuk her.Even though I am not seeing her cry but I feel sad too..I feel so useless..I hope she'll be ok and continue to be her cheerful n playful self again..

My heart hurts and I am worry about Grace the moment I heard it..

Make me feel like crying too

Thoughts that have been bothering me..

What if...(SECRET)
What if I said YES! ?
Will my life my different now?

Me:What if I said Yes?
Me:U regret saying NO?
Me:Maybe a little.But I am curious to know what if I said Yes.
Me:Ur life may be different but You promised not to this year
Me:I know but its so tempting...
Me:stop thinking about it.You Said no already.
Me:I can't help it
Me:Focus on your studies now,Exam is near!
Me:But I really wanted to know
Me:Maybe after that day you will know
Me:Its disturbing me.I can't focus any more.I keep thinking WHAT IF..
Me:No use anymore,you'll just have to wait
Me:But but but..
Me:STUDY.S-T-U-D-Y
Me:Ok Ok..I try my very best

After that
YAY!!I finally stop thinking.Hope this will maintain until after The Day and after exam..PLEASE STOP THINKING WHAT IF...


Another part that I missed out is
My Cousin is driving AGAIN today and she ask me go play my race car game.ISH ISH ISH..She and her driving..Hmmpphh..And She is laughing..=(

Dream come true

Yay! I finally had a chance to go back to SMKPBP during school hours!^^
hahaha I am so happy!

I went back yesterday to go get my PMR cert and ask Pn.Ong where are they.Then I saw Pn.Siti,Pn Ding and Pn.Chang in the staffroom.Pn Chang ask where I went and I told her and she say"Ya hor..Wang ji liao(Forget d)"Then PnDing ask me why I come and I show her my cert and she and Pn Chang studying my cert saying how different it looks.AND they ask me to get another straight A's cert again.=P Hard le teacher..

So I went up to A class and Pn Normala was inside.They were not Studying lar.I went in,teacher need sometime to recall my name-.-".I was so happy to see them again! All my friends.Hehe..Go talk to WeiTing and She ask me to go take my YE cert frm her later.That Tan Tze Yang only now he tell me that he had my YE transparent file.Ish..But Yu Cheng gave me his file before the holidays cause he does not want me to be sad about my lost file.So I ask Tan to give it to him.Then Kuei Yee ask me whether I know who is the newst couple in class or not.Haha..I of coz know lar.Au Yong and Wan Ching le ma..HAhaha..
Then went to Peggy's place and talk to her and ask her to dump her computer.Everytime we chat on9 her computer sure will disconnect after awhile.Haih..Then Phaik Sim came in!hehe..I hug her..Long time no hug hug d..I miss her too..I saw Pn Normala was smiling as I was busy Hugging her.=) And PnNormala said the same thing like PnDing,Get another straight A cert ya Poh Yee..Aiyo

Then I went to B class to look for Gyn Fei and Grace but they were not there.Some1 told me to find in the chemistry lab so I went there.I saw Pn Kogila there too.Apparently Yucheng,Allen,SzeKuan,Grace and Gyn Fei ponteng class to do some experiment.I give Gyn Fei and Grace a BIIIIIIIGGGG Hug..hehe..So cute le,so long never see them..Yu Cheng was surprised cause I din't tell him i was going to visit them.Haha..Then I chat a little with Gyn Fei and Grace.Went over to PnKogi and talk a little.And she said the same thing to me.All teachers wants me to get straight A's..Haha..Then it's time to leave(and find my brother).

Went to Giant,Tesco and IOI.haha..Shopping shopping..Saw Ern Yao at IOI and he sees me too.Hahaha

I WANT TO GO BACK TO PBP!!Not that I am not happy about my new school but I MISS MY FRIENDS ALOT.=)

See you all in the future cause I still have a cert with PnKuh..Haha
I am so happy yesterday..HAPPY HAPPY..^^hehehe

BORING Ceramah and Sweet memories

I don't understand why must they have ceramah n raptai Sukan together wan le..The teachers din plan well.
Morning reach school then sit at the wet n yucky tapak perhimpunan for omoz 2hrs..My skirt was WET! And then shoo-ed us to padang to so called watch them march but then it was time for f5 to go for ceramah.1st day still okay,can sit on chair.2nd day sit on floor AGAIN..My legs were cramp..N the penceramah oso quite bored..mumble mumble mumble..ZZZZZzzzz...

Tomorrow is Sports Day at Stadium. And I am not going..I didn't participate anything (as usual) so if I want to go I must pay Rm4 but I dun feel like going.But I will support rumah kuning and Sheen Yeen want.JIAYOU!haha
The one and only time I went for Hari Sukan is last year and that is because I am helping out YE for Pizza Sales to earn Money$$.My most memorable sports day is selling pizza..hahaha..=P

And I remember selling chocolates for YE..Hahaha..my fav part of making choco is licking the spoon.Gyn Fei let me do it..haha..Grace was kinda merajuk so she got another spoon of it..hehe..helps the cleaning lar..Yummy choco..But the terrible part is folding the boxes for the chocolates.We used the card paper which is hard.
Ahhh..sweet memories..Hehe^^

My love will get you home

One of the Songs in the Drama "Heart Of Greed" that I like..^^


If you wonder off too far
My love will get you home
If you follow the wrong star
My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home
Boy, My love will get you home

If the bright light blinds your eyes
My love will get you home
If your troubles break your stride
My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home
Boy, My love will get you home

If you ever feel ashame
My love will get you home
When there's only you to blame
My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home
Boy, My love will get you home

If you ever find yourself
Lost and all alone
Get back on your feet and think of me
My love will get you home
Boy, My love will get you home
Boy, My love will get you home

Rainy day

Today is a rainy day
and a boring day

Now chatting with grace dear..hehe..XD
And listening to songs frm Gyn Fei..

Today is the day my cousin go driving AGAIN..
She ar..Very smart wan wor..owez wan me learn driving next year 1st
she sendiri learn so early pulak..
ask me go drive in my NFSC game..-.-"
After she got her license must get her to drive me aroung hangkai..haha
I DON"T CARE..haha

MY RESULTS ARE SO CHA!!!
MZ BE A GOOD GIRL STUDY..

I AM GOING TO FAINT!!

Aunty Fion came over and guess what she ask me to do?
She wants me to draw the Algotherm map for her AGAIN but this time smaller as in really tinee tiny..AAAARRRRRGGGHHHH!!!
Its so small for me to fit every describtion she wants to be in it.IT IS GOING TO TAKE ME FOREVER TO DO IT..
HEELLPPP!!!!

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