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I have nothing to post..

I am bored..

I supposed to be studying..

I want Wei Ting and Peggy to be online..

I want to eat mashpotato,frenchfries..

I want to sleep..

I want to have something interesting to post..

My 3 Darlings

I suddenly think of my three precious darlings..Yes,three..haha..Yong Kah,Qi Lin And Qi Yew..

Two niece and a nephew..They live next to my house when I am still living in Puchong. They used to see me everyday and I used to play with them too. The eldest is 8 and youngest is just 3.Although they are sometimes, annoyingly playful but they are very sweet indeed. Eventhough we lived next to each other but whenever I go to their house or mostly they come to mine, they'll be hugging my legs until I can't even walk.^^ sweeeett..Then they will show me around and ask me eat candy and play with them and watch tv..Aaahhh..Sweet times..Qi Lin is especially close to me cause I doted on her more. She was the good want among them three...I remember my cousin (their mum) told me before I moved that she woke up in the middle of the night crying because I was going to move.She cried and say no one will play with her soon.I felt so..touching..A young little girl cried because I was going to move. But she was okay after that. She likes my new bedroom too..Haha..

I watch them grow up since a little baby. Now they are growing up and Qi Yew is getting taller too..I remembered last time he used to take a chair out to the wall between our house and peep in to find for me. Now he is tall enough to stand and look without a chair. And Qi Lin is getting thinner too.Not very chubby now so I asked her to eat more. They are so happy when they see me last year during Christmas when we are at kampung. They were surrounding me at all times. Yong Kah was playful for she keeps taking my handphone to play. Then I was using a teddy handphone chain but it went off and I wasn't aware (Duuh..My handphone is with Yong Kah)
Then when I asked them where is my teddy,Qi Yew say, "Teddy? I saw teddy I get for you and see ah". I thought he meant his teddy toy or something (he was not good at talking then) and came running out with my teddy. I was like "Eh,how you know here is it?"
He goes "I found it on the sofa"..Haha..Cute la he..

Qi Lin is still in kindergarten..After her art classes she'll show me her masterpiece.I like seeing her holding her masterpiece and explaining it to me.It's just so cute.Last time Yong Kah did it too.Haha..

I missed them alot..Their cute and adorable faces.

Amazed

Here is a story I found online and I wanted to share it here.Its kind of touching too.

When in junior high, I had a friend named Joanne who was a fantastic artist. During the summer months we spent a lot of time horseback riding. Joanne had a little fox terrier that followed us everywhere. Joanne absolutely adored this little dog. When school started, Joanne and I got into art class together. One day I glanced over to her easel to see what she was painting when I noticed her hand was shaking. I asked her, “Joanne, what’s wrong?” She replied that she didn’t know but that she was feeling apprehensive about something. She started shaking so badly that the art teacher came over and asked Joanne what was wrong. By now Joanne was crying so hard that the teacher told me to take her to the nurse.Joanne couldn’t explain it to the nurse. After getting her to lie down, the nurse said she would call Joanne’s mother to come get her. She went into another room and placed the call. A few minutes later, she came to the door and signaled me to join her in her office. She told me Joanne’s mother was on her way and that I should stay with Joanne until she arrived. The nurse added that when she explained to Joanne’s mother what was happening, her mother said she understood. Twenty minutes earlier, Joanne’s little dog had been hit by a car and killed.The connection between people and their pets is awesome.

What do you think?Isn't it awesome that Joanne can feel it when her pet dog died? I hope I won't be going through that for a long time..My doggie have to live longer.
Note to Peggy and WeiTing:My girlgirl miss you alot leh,when want come see her??^^

Emotional

Ya,I called Grace yesterday after tuition to see if she is better.Well,she said she is.She promised her "Daddy" Yu Cheng that she'll not cry today. I hope she won't be too sad and focus on her studies more.I felt sad and WORRIED..I end up crying myself too.I now realise how much my friends mean to me.ALOT ALOT.. But..I am okay..haha..Like what YC says,my emotion will be happy again after awhile.Haha..So true..Thats why no one ever see me cry before..Even WeiTing(Do You??Nah,I don't think so)..Cause I am happy everyday..^^ Or is it crazy?=P
I missed the time when Peggy,WeiTing and me stay back together and walking to 7Eleven to buy food and Sweets. And the time we laugh 2gether for everything and how we make each other laugh.And time with GynFei,Grace,PhaikSim..How they make me smile each and everyday.And how much they'll support their friends when they have problems.And more sweets from Grace..
Yea,all the time I had with everyone.I take for granted of them being my my side everyday and now I miss them more than anything.I want to be with them when they have problems or not.
Hope we wil be friends forever!
And the distance will not do us apart but just closer~

Although we are far apart
But your faces will be remember
Your smiles and laughter
Will be with me
Forever
BEST FRIENDS FOREVER!

Worry

I am so worry about Grace..I really wish I can be by her side now..Haiz..
I want to be by her side to pujuk her and wipe of her tears.When I know she crying my heart ache too.Gyn Fei they all are replacing me to pujuk her.Even though I am not seeing her cry but I feel sad too..I feel so useless..I hope she'll be ok and continue to be her cheerful n playful self again..

My heart hurts and I am worry about Grace the moment I heard it..

Make me feel like crying too

Thoughts that have been bothering me..

What if...(SECRET)
What if I said YES! ?
Will my life my different now?

Me:What if I said Yes?
Me:U regret saying NO?
Me:Maybe a little.But I am curious to know what if I said Yes.
Me:Ur life may be different but You promised not to this year
Me:I know but its so tempting...
Me:stop thinking about it.You Said no already.
Me:I can't help it
Me:Focus on your studies now,Exam is near!
Me:But I really wanted to know
Me:Maybe after that day you will know
Me:Its disturbing me.I can't focus any more.I keep thinking WHAT IF..
Me:No use anymore,you'll just have to wait
Me:But but but..
Me:STUDY.S-T-U-D-Y
Me:Ok Ok..I try my very best

After that
YAY!!I finally stop thinking.Hope this will maintain until after The Day and after exam..PLEASE STOP THINKING WHAT IF...


Another part that I missed out is
My Cousin is driving AGAIN today and she ask me go play my race car game.ISH ISH ISH..She and her driving..Hmmpphh..And She is laughing..=(

Dream come true

Yay! I finally had a chance to go back to SMKPBP during school hours!^^
hahaha I am so happy!

I went back yesterday to go get my PMR cert and ask Pn.Ong where are they.Then I saw Pn.Siti,Pn Ding and Pn.Chang in the staffroom.Pn Chang ask where I went and I told her and she say"Ya hor..Wang ji liao(Forget d)"Then PnDing ask me why I come and I show her my cert and she and Pn Chang studying my cert saying how different it looks.AND they ask me to get another straight A's cert again.=P Hard le teacher..

So I went up to A class and Pn Normala was inside.They were not Studying lar.I went in,teacher need sometime to recall my name-.-".I was so happy to see them again! All my friends.Hehe..Go talk to WeiTing and She ask me to go take my YE cert frm her later.That Tan Tze Yang only now he tell me that he had my YE transparent file.Ish..But Yu Cheng gave me his file before the holidays cause he does not want me to be sad about my lost file.So I ask Tan to give it to him.Then Kuei Yee ask me whether I know who is the newst couple in class or not.Haha..I of coz know lar.Au Yong and Wan Ching le ma..HAhaha..
Then went to Peggy's place and talk to her and ask her to dump her computer.Everytime we chat on9 her computer sure will disconnect after awhile.Haih..Then Phaik Sim came in!hehe..I hug her..Long time no hug hug d..I miss her too..I saw Pn Normala was smiling as I was busy Hugging her.=) And PnNormala said the same thing like PnDing,Get another straight A cert ya Poh Yee..Aiyo

Then I went to B class to look for Gyn Fei and Grace but they were not there.Some1 told me to find in the chemistry lab so I went there.I saw Pn Kogila there too.Apparently Yucheng,Allen,SzeKuan,Grace and Gyn Fei ponteng class to do some experiment.I give Gyn Fei and Grace a BIIIIIIIGGGG Hug..hehe..So cute le,so long never see them..Yu Cheng was surprised cause I din't tell him i was going to visit them.Haha..Then I chat a little with Gyn Fei and Grace.Went over to PnKogi and talk a little.And she said the same thing to me.All teachers wants me to get straight A's..Haha..Then it's time to leave(and find my brother).

Went to Giant,Tesco and IOI.haha..Shopping shopping..Saw Ern Yao at IOI and he sees me too.Hahaha

I WANT TO GO BACK TO PBP!!Not that I am not happy about my new school but I MISS MY FRIENDS ALOT.=)

See you all in the future cause I still have a cert with PnKuh..Haha
I am so happy yesterday..HAPPY HAPPY..^^hehehe